musuh terbesar gua hmmmm kalo ditanya musuh terbesar gua siapa, awalnya pasti gua bilang adalah siapa gitu kek yang gua sebelin haaha atau yang gua anggep sebagai saingan (widih). hmm tapi ternyata setelah gua masuk taekwondo dan gua pikir pikir lagi..... ternyata sebenernya musuh terbesar gua adalah diri gua sendiri, bukan siapa bukan apa tapi gua. hm coba aj pikirin, sebelumnya gua takut gelap, jawabannya karna ada setan, sebenernya setan itu gaada (yaeh) pikiran gua doang, nah gua kan sebenernya setannya, yang mikirin setan kan gua, sebenernya mah gaada apa apa hmmmmm hahahaha.
The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.
I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.
ready to be the best, to be a winner, to be something, to love him, to miss him, to love them, to leave them, i'm ready for to day c:
gimana ya rasanya jadi orang lain? gua pengen banget bisa ngerasain perasaan orang lain, hm gua ga tau gunanya buat apa, tapi yang jelas kalo gua bisa ngerasain atau jadi orang itu, gua ga bakalan pernah bikin dia kesel hahahaha :3. Atau ngerasain kebahagiaan dari orang yang kita sayang, yang ga gua dapet tapi orang lain dapet, pasti kereeeeeen huahaha gua pengen banget bisa kaya gitu, atau tukeran tempat sama dia hahaha ya kali dah -____-. Pas orang yang gua sayang itu duduk sebelahan dekeeeeeeeeeet banget, gua tinggal bilang abakadabreeeeet, cling duuuuuuuuusssss!! gua langsung ngerasain gimana deg degannya gua pas disebelahnya haaaaaaaah gua pengen ngerasaiiiiiiiiiin huhuhu. ah ah ah atau rasanya ditembak orang yang bener bener kita sayang, haaaaaaah. udahhhhhhhh udah ini mah curhatan gua dah ckckck kembali kemasalah.
hmmm cerita kali ini menceritakan tentang gua yanggg sangat amat penasaran sama satu cowok, gua bener bener pengen tau dia, pengen deket, seengganya tau apa yang dia makan setiap sarapan haaaa. setiap gua liat mukanya, gua ga pernah tau apa yang dia pkirin, hmmm atau gua ga pernah berani liat mukanya hahaha ya kali dah ck. hm gini loh setiap dia ngomongpun, rasaynya semuanya klise dan bohong, gua kaya gabisa percaya sama dia. mukanya kaya ngajarin gua, hidup itu sinetron atau panggung sandiwara, ga pernah jujur sama perasaan sendiri huahah -_____- ada front stage and back stage, abakadabreeeeeeet!! please god i want to feel it, i want to feel his pain, i want to know his back stage huhuhuhuhuhuuuuuuuu.
sebenernya sih ya gua pengen ngerasain perasaan semua orang yang ada di sekitar gua haha makanya kalo gua nemu lampu ajaip terus gua punya tiga permintaan, permintaan gua yang kedua adalah: pengen ngerasain perasaan orang di sekitar gua hahaha pasti asikkkk :p
